NIGHTMARE VOYAGES, by Jennifer Crow, Art by Gary McClusky
On the storm’s third night, winds
howling through torn sails
and waves washing across
the tilted deck, the sleepless crew
stumbles from rail to line
as the captain screams
with profane desperation
into the teeth of the gale. None
of the men has seen his bunk
since the clouds heaped up
dark as a pile of coal overhead,
dark as a betrayed god’s oath
against the one who mocked
and blasphemed—the one
who holds the wheel and the fate
of all the crew in his callused
hands, the one who still laughs
at the thought of vengeance
beyond earth.
Bone-weary, chilled
to the marrow, the crew staggers
and curses and wipes slippery palms
on ragged clothes in hopes of gripping
the line and not losing the mainsail.
Their eyes may be open, but time
has ceased to keep a steady pace
and the mind plays cruel tricks, hints
of land ahead, wisps of mist like flocks
of shore birds, a sound in the ear
that might be a foghorn or a bell
turning into the scream of a man swept
overboard and lost, his head never breaking
the churning water again. Still the men
watch, rope at the ready, ignoring
the captain’s bellowing rage
until he’s among them, fist clenched
in the cabin boy’s collar, threatening to throw
the smallest of them into the deep as well.
The bo’sun catches his arm
and points out into the storm’s
bared teeth, where shreds of cloud
resolve into a schooner, its sleek lines
blurred by rain, its sails reefed
and main mast broken, a faint light
trembling along its flanks
like a wild animal seen in the gloaming.
The cabin boy asks if he’s dreaming
and chokes on his question
as the captain’s grip tightens, tightens.
He knows better than any what lies ahead
and knows this nightmare calls for him
in particular but not alone. He heaves
the boy overboard, telling the men
a worse fate awaits them, no fit eternity
for a child. They don’t remember
the ghosts boarding their ship, shadows
bucking in the wind like pirates’ flags.
only half-waking existence after, when storms
call them up from the depths and they dream
of sailing again, driven by the night
and the wind, and the rage of the gods.
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Shy and nocturnal, Jennifer Crow has rarely been photographed in the wild, but it’s rumored that she lives near a waterfall in western New York. You can find her poetry on several websites and in various print magazines including Asimov’s Science Fiction, Uncanny Magazine, The Future Fire, among others. She’s always happy to connect with readers on her Facebook author page or on twitter @writerjencrow.
Gary McCluskey has been a professional artist for more than 20 years. He’s done book covers for every genre imaginable from fantasy, horror, romance and sci-fi to an afterlife memoir, as well artwork for children’s books and RPG games. Recently he completed 4 issues of comic book about a vampire-shark and several interior illustrations for a new hardcover version of Edgar Rice Burroughs’ ‘The Oakdale Affair’. He’s currently working on a creator owned comic book ‘The Dawn Hunters’ for the near future.